so busy

things have been insanely busy the last few days, hence no updates. I'm too tired to really update much but today I spent a lot of time driving and listening to the Rascal Flatts new cd and it just really struck me deep inside. It made me do a lot of thinking about me and my life. But then I heard this song "Skin" and I feel like crying most of the time when I hear it. It reminds me of my cousin Kristi and her battle with skin cancer. It then reminds me of my grandma who recently died of cancer and my other grandpa who is dying of cancer as we speak. It made me realize how lucky I am and how much I treasure my friends and family. So I decided to post these lyrics as a reminder to me how lucky I am.

Skin ~ Rascal Flatts

"Sara Beth is scared to death
To hear what the doctor will say
She hasn't been well, since the day that she fell
And the bruise just won't go away

So she sits and she waits with her mother and dad
And flips through an old magazine
Till the nurse with the smile stands in the door
And says will you please come with me

Sara Beth is scared to death
Cause the doctor just told her the news
Between the red cells and white, something's not right
But we're gonna take care of you

Six chances in ten, it won't come back again
With the therapy we're gonna try
It's just been approved, it's the strongest there is
And I think that we caught it in time
And Sara Beth closes her eyes.

Chorus:
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair

Sara Beth is scared to death
As she sits holding her mom
Cause it would be a mistake for someone to take
A bald headed girl to the prom

For just this morning, right here on her pillow
Was the cruelest of any surprise
And she cried when she gathered it all in her hands
The proof that she couldn't deny
And Sara Beth closes her eyes

Chorus:
And she dreams she's dancing
Around and around without any cares
And her very first love is holding her close
And a soft wind is blowing her hair

Bridge
It's quarter to seven, that boy's at the door
And her daddy ushers him in
And when he takes off his cap
They all start to cry
Cause this morning where his hair had all been
Softly she touches just skin

And they go dancing, around and around
Without any cares
And her very first true love is holding her close
And for a moment she isn't scared